free day

Stress! So many issues...and the plot grows thicker every moment. Ehehe ang drama ko pero totoo.

Sometimes just laughing your heart out feels good. Going back to Ateneo was refreshing.

It felt so weird hanging out at the STrains room. I felt uh..how can I explain it. It felt weird. I wasn't part of it anymore. I felt like I was looking at something as an outsider when I used to be an insider.

Anyways, my super destresser was hanging out with one of my best buds! ;) Thanks RD! Thanks for listening and hearing me vent out all the issues tissues that are sooo bloody I just can't go on talking about it with everyone.

I used to be like this. I used to tell everyone how I felt and what was bothering me. Well, actually now, I still have that tendency but because my issues are too bloody and I'm in a different environment, it's not that simple anymore.

I just feel guilty how the people I care about whom I have had fights with sometimes seem mean or bad because I tell people about our fights.
Basta yun. Haha I'm sooo vague. Well, it's intentional I suppose. I can only be too public. =p

I was supposed to write other personal stuff but I'm hesitating.
Hm, why do I write in my blog anyways?
I don't know it's therapeutic.

I miss reflecting. I miss slowing down and enjoying each moment as it comes.
I miss walking in Ateneo at night. I miss not thinking about many things.

Hohum haha I'm sooo out of it. My mind has been boggled and battered. =p

The phone rang. Now, I'm back
Woohoo! I talked to my girlfriend ;) hehe Oh! =)
Although we talk about super heavy things as well(sabi nga natin dati OA), it still feels good after. It's because I think one way or another we're all in (the same boat...hmmm rather) the same sea with the same waves, although we're on different boats (issues.) Hehe I'm babbling again.

Anyways, I have tons to do: Two lesson plans! (one for Language: Verb Tense: Present, one for Reading: Word Analogy); I have to check a reading project (70+ papers) and writing activites but I'm in work mode right now. I've released my stress.

I just feel happy knowing I have best friends who I know will remain close friends even if we're all changing.

They say nothing is constant except change...but I want to add that Love is eternal.
Sabi nga sa isang quote I got from one of the Ignatian stuff:

"Every time you say to God: "I will change so you will love me," God is saying "you've got it wrong. You don't have to change so I will love you. I love you so you can change."

While walking after going to Gesu, I was looking up the sky. It was beautiful. If only I had a camera. The sky was light blue with light orange cotton candy clouds mixing in the background. It was getting darker. The moon was faintly gleaming. A song popped in my mind....Orange Sky =) "in your love, my salvation lies...."
Thank you Lord. ;)