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I was supposed to finish an entry I wrote yesterda about my frustrations with teaching and with my 4-G boys but I accidentally deleted the entry. Anyways, I'm just taking a break right now. I'm still thinking if teaching is for me.
Ang hirap maging strict! Ehehe I'm not used to being very strict eh. Shucks. Natatawa kasi ako. Ang kukulit kasi. Either that, or I get so frustrated at them I start nagging them and scolding them. Waaaaahh! I'm becoming very ineffective. Sobrang basa na ng boys ko ang mannerisms ko. I don't have audible pauses anymore like ummss....but I realized I say "okay" a billion times! My goodness! That's why they mimic me. Waaah! Giving sticks (that's what we call warnings until they get detention) is not effective....Ang hirap maging nanay...este maging teacher especially when I'm the type of person who doesn't look like I get mad. I try to look mad but still. hay....the struggle!
Anyways, =) it's a long weekend so that's something to look forward to...and finally we have our pay slip na....so di na ako tag-hirap and I get to pay my dad. I need to learn how to maximize my palm..nagloloko pa eh.
I'm looking forward to seeing Block Y peeps later! =) Yay! After soooo long.... Then I'll probably pass by Ate Joy's for the CLC prayer session. =) Then on Sunday, yay!!! I'll see Fr. Dan. I need all these. Hehe support! zupport! (as the tnts say making the hand sign)....hmmm have to arrange our gimik rin pala next week! wooohooo....life is beautiful ;) bittersweet, painful, funny but beautiful. Thanks to the one up there! ;) I love you!
posted by flavoredwater @ 10:48 AM
1 Comments:
(i tried posting kanina pero ayaw. so lemme try again...)
wow so may palm ka na pala! That's nice!
Hay, I feel for you! Dati there's nothing I want more than to have a kid! Parang ang sarap ng may bine-baby eh! Pero shempre hindi pa ngayon... unless may divine intervention!lol! Pero ang hirap nga. When I think about how I handle my lil brothers, it's against how I would've wanted to treat them. Im not malambing, but usually an irritable, fault-finding ate. Nakakainis nga eh.
Anyhoots, I still think teaching is for you. I'm not saying this just because. You are learning pa diba? There will be changes as long as you risk. Sabi nga ni Harry (tight kami noh?) Yung ibang teachers matagal sa survival mode. 10 years pa nga or more! But I hope it will not be that long for you. :)
If teaching is still in your heart raqs, then it is worth struggling for. Bwisit noh, you really have suffer for what you love.
Malamang alam mo na yang mga sinasabi ko. I'm just affirming you. Giving you a little support. ;j
I wish for you courage to risk a lot more. (I'm hoping the same thing for me.:P)
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