=)

I'm just really tired right now, physically that is.
I'm also hungry. Hehe
I need to work work work!
=p

I want to see my sisters.

I wrote this down a few days ago.
I come back and stop. I'm tired as well right now.
Although we've been having breaks and I appreciate the no class days, I'm just tired physically.
Tired but okay. =)

Hmmm...it's Christmas time again.
Ang bago ng simoy ng hangin (is this a phrase from a song? parang...)
I miss being with STrainers (orgmates) during this time.
They're probably practicing for caroling.
Hay, nakakamiss kumanta ng Christmas carols. =p

"Isang dalagang naglilihi...batang lalaki ang sanggol.."
"Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, 525,000 journeys to plan"
"Pam pam pam pam, parapapam pam...Come they told me...parapapampam"
"Oooh oooh oooh oooh Pasko na sinta ko, alaala kita. Bakit nagtatampo? Nilisan ako"

I love the Christmas spirit. It just feels all warm inside. It makes you want to smile and hug everyone you see. Hope is such a magnificent thing. =)

Forgiveness, Love and Faith makes things possible.

lalalala haha just need this right now to stop and pause.
I've been having the tendency to dwell on my emotions or get distracted. I miss reflecting. I miss relaxing. I miss praying. I miss my friends but thinking about them makes me smile. =p

(whehe sorry this is such a oh so happy entry..haha..para kong high)

=p

I was supposed to finish an entry I wrote yesterda about my frustrations with teaching and with my 4-G boys but I accidentally deleted the entry. Anyways, I'm just taking a break right now. I'm still thinking if teaching is for me.

Ang hirap maging strict! Ehehe I'm not used to being very strict eh. Shucks. Natatawa kasi ako. Ang kukulit kasi. Either that, or I get so frustrated at them I start nagging them and scolding them. Waaaaahh! I'm becoming very ineffective. Sobrang basa na ng boys ko ang mannerisms ko. I don't have audible pauses anymore like ummss....but I realized I say "okay" a billion times! My goodness! That's why they mimic me. Waaah! Giving sticks (that's what we call warnings until they get detention) is not effective....Ang hirap maging nanay...este maging teacher especially when I'm the type of person who doesn't look like I get mad. I try to look mad but still. hay....the struggle!

Anyways, =) it's a long weekend so that's something to look forward to...and finally we have our pay slip na....so di na ako tag-hirap and I get to pay my dad. I need to learn how to maximize my palm..nagloloko pa eh.

I'm looking forward to seeing Block Y peeps later! =) Yay! After soooo long.... Then I'll probably pass by Ate Joy's for the CLC prayer session. =) Then on Sunday, yay!!! I'll see Fr. Dan. I need all these. Hehe support! zupport! (as the tnts say making the hand sign)....hmmm have to arrange our gimik rin pala next week! wooohooo....life is beautiful ;) bittersweet, painful, funny but beautiful. Thanks to the one up there! ;) I love you!

nose is not a person =p

haha migmol...
wala lang. i miss being with good friends. i miss being in college.

I feel different. I know I'm stronger. I'm tougher but I feel older also. eek!
Haha God knows how much pain I've gone through. Hehe I'm sensing my emotions taking hold of me again.

Guess what? Finally, I got tipsy/drunk..for the first time...haha madrama pala ako pag-ganun. Goodness me! Unstoppable tears. The feeling was weird...hmmm....I suppose i'll post these thoughts in my private, emotions packed blog. My issues and emotions are too much to handle..even for myself. Hehe masyadong OA. Hmm....but i'm still okay.

I don't know what my point is.
Right now, I'm full of emotions. I miss old friends. I know I've changed a lot.
Welcome to the real world.
Or so I think.

But hehe biglang kabig, I'm still very grateful for many things. =) Ang galing.
Haha multiple-personality ata ako. Nope, just multi-faceted. I'm not sure if I'm making sense. I just want to write to update you guys. hehe ang labo.

I will write a better entry next time, once I've settled my emotions and I'm not fully packed with work.

Minsan masarap madala na lang sa emosyon lalo na kapag hirap na hirap ka na. Naguguluhan ako. Hindi mo na ko kilala. Parang hindi na rin kita kilala. Ayoko ng ganito.

oh nose! ;p

shemai siomai! ;)
chicklet choclate!
hehe

so many things to share.
so many emotions.

oh nose! =p
can it be?
it's probably a fleeting emotion but still i can't deny it.
=p nyak haha it's probably because of the circumstances.

as for smile, i dreamt of you. super stressed. kamusta ka na kaya?

"cause the angel has flown away from me....."