nakahinga na rin

whew. hay. finally, I can take a breather...after cramming all the CS (class standing) grades, checking the bloody SWAs (short writing activties) and basically going crazy.....I've made it through the rain. Haha drama.


My lolo passed away last last week. It was such a shock to me although we were supposed to expect it to happen sooner or later since he's been having dialysis for 5 years! Galing nga...he's really a fighter. I will write more about these things next time.

For some reason, I want to write about happy or hopeful things in this blog. Although I know there are a lot of problems (as in OA na talaga 'to...pang-soap opera) but with close friends and ultimately God, everything else is nothing.

Thank you so much Lord for all the blessings you have given me. Thank you for the people who reassure me that I am at the right place. Through all the tears and struggles, it has been very heart warming to realize I'm growing to be what I'm meant to become.

=) ang sarap huminga. I'm alive! =) There's hope. My lolo and lola's life will not be a waste with my sisters and I as their legacy. I will make sure of that.

hehe on a side note...very cute haha ;) a little boy (not my student but a family friend) wrote me a love letter. hehe ang kulit lang although I liked what he said. He never realized there were girls like me because he grew up thinking girls were very mean and manipulative. (Kasi naman yun 2 older brothers niya napikot ng girl.) Wala lang. I'm not sure who I'm talking to. But I just want to share. =) If you feel like the whole world is such a big mess full of suspicious or broken people, it's like you have horse blinders. You're not seeing the whole thing. The world is beautiful! There is so much love around. (don't worry this is natural high)

anyways, I'm babbling again. surf the net for a while then I'll go home. Tai-chi is the bomb! ;)

distractions =p

Anagram of my whole name

Oblique rat race =p

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

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stress! growing up blues!

whew.

i'm such an extrovert

I find it therapeutic to share my thoughts and problems.
However, one dilemma stems from this.
What if, my problem is something I can't share.
I just need a hug. =)
I miss STrainers because of this.
hehe in the STrains room you'll get bottomless hugs. =p
Well, I miss Sandy as well.

"Four hugs a day..that's the minimum"
;) hehe ang sarap ng feeling especially if you've miss someone so much.
A hug closes your gap in some sort of way. It's comforting to do after realizing that the two of you have grown apart and have separate lives.

One day at a time Lord. One day at a time. =)