crazy bittersweet crying moments

hay....many people think I'm very optimistic. Well, I could be but sometimes people drain me.
hayayay....Patience!

I was supposed to post here last week, when I was really really down but I didn't have time to do so. That's the only line I was able to write. I got stuck with work. I've been running away from all emotions. Ayan, parang poop na pinipigil yun nangyari sa akin haha ang pangit ng analogy pero yun. Nabuhos ko lahat kahapon...bigla. Ang sarap, thinking about it now. Hmm...well sort of. Hehe I was by myself. Weird. I actually don't know why I'm writing it here. I realized how very public this blog could get. Hay. I'll just write somewhere else. Hehe =p
This has become my happy blog. Dun na lang siguro sa bloody blog ko.
I'm just babbling again. Sometimes it's hard to put things into words. On the other hand, simple and sincere words from people can be comforting.

;) I talked to my 4A boys a while ago...hmmm I think they're doing better.
Hehehe love-hate relationship talaga ko sa mga boys ko. Well, mostly love. ;) hihi
Even if I get frustrated with myself as a teacher, I can't help but smile because of the small things that my boys do. One boy wanted to help me carry my things going to the workroom. I said that it's fine I could manage and he said, "Come on, please accept my kindness." Hmm, that small thing is so me. Hehe I have a hard time asking for help but in the end I really need it.

Moments are fleeting =p
I can transcend these things. After all, we are all resilient.
Sabi nga sa song "Take the wheel and drive" =p
And "I believe love is the answer...I believe..."

As long as I know I love what I'm doing and I love my kids, I can keep going. =)
Thank you Lord! ;) Thanks for these moments.
Thanks for my boys =)

=p goodness!

Goodness me! ;) haha I'm driving. I can't believe I am but I am =p

So many things have happened. As usual, I've been caught up with it all.
You could say I'm soo busy and stressed. There are definitely lots of frustrating and tiring moments. But I realized, (I sure hope this is not just because of my good mood today) that I'm enjoying what I'm doing despite all the stress and failures or conflicts within me. I'm growing up. Whehe

I'm too lazy to divulge all the details about how I started driving alone. It happened just this past weekend.

Right now, it's all good. Hehe I just want to feel the moment because I know there are still many papers to be checked, things to do, materials to prepare, papers to do, and the list goes on. I'm grateful that one way or another, I still find sense in what I"m doing and where I am right now. For some reason I've discovered strength in me I didn't know I have. =) Thank you Lord. I just need to continue my pursuit of excellence (well of trying my best) although I have to be patient with myself. =p

I'm storytelling tom! =) My story is my friend's story: "The yellow paper clip with bright purple spots! =p I'm excited already! I have a costume! =p

Shucks, want a digi cam badly to take pics of these precious moments! tsk...when can I save up for that? When? hehe there's a book fair now in school that I'm soooo tempted to buy books from. Teachers have a 10% discount! =p

that's it....just passing by ;) I'm off to work again!
Cacareerin ko na ito! hihihi