the Unseen

=)

according to the Little Prince, what is essential is invisible to the eye.
I would have to agree.

I've been thinking about these things lately...
some call it ESP or magic or the power of the mind
But what I'm really curious to know is how it could be a part of me.
What am I to find?

I'm a seeker of truth.
I don't like deceit nor ambiguity.
However, the truth cannot be conceptualized in its totality.
They say hypnosis and the sort of exploration leads you to a different level of reality.
This excites me.

I've recently read the Valkyries.
I like it. =) It's so true.
Beyond the magic of Paulo Coelho's novel, there are some insights that are worth pondering upon.

Why do we kill the one/the things we love?
Indeed, it is true. One way or another, the people we love are the people we hurt the most.
But why?
I connect this with the first thing Paulo had to do to see his angel.
He had to break a pact..the pact with the darkness. What this was saying was he had to stop himself from hurting himself and from thinking that he doesn't deserve all the blessings he has. It's like with someone you love or something you're passionate about...
I don't know how to put it into words that would be logical enough right now.
I can just relate. I think we all do in some sort of way.

so many other thoughts popping in my head...
i think it's making me dizzy.
Recently, I've been feeling light-headed at times...it's scary, weird and surreal.
There was this time, I thought I would almost pass out. I was alone at National in SM. Suddenly it seemed as if my whole world was slowly blurring out and becoming vague. I was nauseated. Good thing I got a grip of myself. Thanks to my angel (msytical being! =p) I want to talk to..like what Paulo did in the Valkyries. Have you ever had that feeling fo losing consciousness? Of just falling and blacking out? It's weird. It's scary. It made my heart beat faster, it aches.

I'm going crazy ;p
I hope it's more of a sign that my soul is trying to enlarge.

Do you know that gold fishes actually grow bigger once put in a bigger aquarium?
Trying to test the waters, changing from a small aquarium to a bigger one or even seeing the sea could be overwhelming. ;) Let's see.

Maligayang Pasko sa lahat ng Pilipino! =)
"alay sa lahat ngayong pasko, ang pag-ibig ni HesuKristo...
kalakip ang dalangin, pag-asa ay buhayin, muling ng pagpalain
Hesus, ngayong Pasko."