weird but insightful

=) i've been thinking (i always do actually..to the point that some people think i over-analyze) but this kind of thinking is different, i think. haha

it's like I'm just talking to myself (ok fine, some people claim that I do, i don't deny it) but it's more of me having this reflective side.

sometimes i admit, my emotions get the best of me but i'm glad i realize the faults of my actions immediately. i've realized that i'm not quite as "perfect" (well, actually..i don't think i am, far from it) or to rephrase it not as easy to get along with as i thought i was. or am i just analyzing too much? please...tell me if i am! i need feedback =p i realized that i should be more patient and understanding (especially to my sister who really gets to me with her clingyness...sobrang selosa! and all... and to think i'm the type who probably needs more personal space) since I think other people are also trying to be patient and understanding with me. After all we are all different and we should strive to see things in a bigger picture...

different strokes for different folks, like what the saying talks about... i'm learning a lot from the different people i'm with (especially my thesis buddies!) although i admit sometimes i get frustrated because i don't think we accomplish a lot of things during our overnights and meetings (because we usually end up talking..hehe about guys! or relationships....) I'm grateful I have them for my friends. They may not be perfect. We may have lots of differences in personalities and perspectives but I appreciate how we sincerely care for each other. RD and Hanniebee are so fun to be with...I've gained lots of insights from them. We all love tea! haha how weird is that? =p and we have pochi, baby bear and dave with us!

i just hope i could be that open to my sister. i will try more ;)

the feeling of being flamed with new insights feels good. (not that going to the gym isn't! =p it's fun! )

ok, i'll stop talking to myself now and work!

there are other things i have been thinking recently but i don't have time to write. I'll just summarize it in a few sentences.

~ I feel like I'm turning into a dinosaur! =p it's just weird. I'm becoming a senti strainer making the most out of what i have. Am I a masochist that I still dwell? Parting is such sweet sorrow.

~ Habla con Tiago...haha I have to talk to him. The awkwardness is killing me. I miss him without all the complications (or is it just me making this complications in my mind?!)

~ Blessed be. I just pray that you'll have a good life. It was good while it lasted.

~ Forever Angel. I'll always be proud to be like you. I'll continue on praying for you. Don't worry. I'll always remember. I love you.

~ All that I am...All that I have...lala... Praise thee. I pray for our clingy little angel ;)