blues clues ;p

You're the color blue. You have the three c's in
life--you're cool, caring and confident.
Trustworthy and honest, people are naturally
attracted to you. You're unusually optimistic,
but that makes life all the better. You're an
imaginative person who loves sleeping and
dreaming. Hard-working and determined, you
excel in school. You're everybody's favorite,
and this is because you have this undefined
richness in your personality and attitude.
Mild-tempered and stable. Not to mention very
intelligent. Along with the fact that you're
conservative, you're worried about the
environment. So basically, you're generous,
dependable and devoted--just the kind of person
everybody needs. Wouldn't it be great if
everybody in the world were like you?


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stop it...this is so self-absorbed and self-complimenting...haha
ayoko rin magpakahon sa mga konsepto.

but i just want my color!!! BLUE!
go ateneo! one big fight!;) (bawi nlang tayo next year!)

inside of my heart is an army of angels

All I Need

Nothing is more practical than finding God,
that is, than falling in love in a quite absolute, final way.

What you are in love with,
What seizes your imagination,
will affect everything.

It will decide
what will get you out of bed in the morning,
what you do with your evenings,
how you spend your weekends,
what you read, who you know,
what breaks your heart and
what amazes you with joy and gratitude.

Fall in love, Stay in love.
And it will decide everything.
(~Fr. Pedro Arrupe SJ)

Today's the Feast of the Archangels! - Michael, Raphael and Gabriel! ;p

mini SLE

weird...after this small thing that happened...I realized how I felt.

(hmmm...just wishing no one will get who this is)

He wanted to literally carry me on his shoulders. I was scared. Well, actually...if it was a different person I would be excited to hop on and goof around. It's just that I don't know...it's not that I don't trust him. I just don't want him to get hurt. When finally, I agreed and I climbed up his shoulders...He stood up and I immediately panicked. I was scared I would fall and get hurt trying to avoid hurting him. I'm not sure if my legs hit him when I hurriedly went down. It was just a quick fleeting moment...but it made me realize things..

I realized maybe I didn't trust myself too much...that I end up not trusting him. Or it's just that I'm not yet ready...or I'm not even sure I want to...I 'm just hanging in there...there's this part of me that misses our great friendship...i wouldn't trade for anything. But it's different now. I guess, it's just me who created this gap. I just feel awkward. Call it immature if you want...I just don't want to hurt people by only getting what I want...I can't have everything.

I still want us to be close friends but it's not just like that for him. Seeing sexy beast remaining the same with hologram is a concrete example. I can feel it. It hurts. I'm not sure where to put myself. I'm trying. But I shouldn't underestimate him. He might just be more tough and resilient about these things than I thought. But then again, I'm not sure he has ever gotten hurt about these stuff. On the other hand, with what I'm doing -pushing him away I may actually be hurting him already. Hay buhay...balance. May I be enlightened.

stars shining bright above you..night breezes seem to whisper...

I love you

Per Aspera Ad Astra

keep on living =)

"I find the great thing in this wolrd is not so much where we stand, as in the direction we are moving: To reach the port of heaven, we must sail sometimes with the wind & sometimes against it - but we must sail, and not drift, nor lie at anchor" - Oliver Wendell Holmes

and changing.

but I do miss Nanay...I never realized how much I love her not until now. I have lots of fond memories with her I'll always keep in my heart. She is my angel.

keep on praying

weird things have happened. i don't know if i should write it in detail here. family issues...superstitous stuff. will see tom.

anyways, the story of Griffin and Sabine fascinates me! I like! I love.

Sparks ;)

keep on loving

and living.

(labo, mixed emotions - frustration, missing Nanay, confusion,)

but I realized that I shouldn't give up. There's always hope that things will get better. Recently, I've missed my old me. It seems that I'm not as optimistic as I usually feel, not as bubbly, bright and smiling. I'm not sure if it's obvious. Well inside that's how I feel.

After Nanay passed away, I felt a great loss. She was the symbol of my carefree world, my childhood days. I was her favorite and she never failed to show me how much she cared. Lots of things are changing. I feel old.

But right now, I'd like to call this growing up instead. I'm starting to get my groove back...although on a different level. I'm not as naive as before but I don't want to lose my optimism. I just have to keep on believing, praying and loving.

Love is patient. Love is kind. Love is enduring.

"love, love, when it comes my way..everything's gonna be okay" (cute! i have an audio recording of Sandy's voice singing this!)